i’m so sleepy someone should get my laundry out of the dryer for me so i can take a nap
[[MORE]]oh breaking down on the phone to mom when i call to, again, to ask, full of guilt, for more money to pay for more stupid things in this stupid city. i love my mom so much. i wish i could have been born 100% perfect just so she would have one less thing to worry about. but she loves me with all my stupid crazy self loathing stupidness and tells me i need to try and love myself because...
[[MORE]]i want to go home and cry to my mom about nothing and everything because i’m sad and alone and i’m scared of everyone else. but i can’t, so i’m going to deal by getting really stoned and reading a good book. problems solved.
let me tell you about my day. a wonderful morning with a little smoking and adventure time. a rainy ferry to the island to work, where i helped make samples for a tasting. we had a few extras of some of the items, one of which was a garlic sausage slider with chili pepper aoili, and i got to try that and it was amazing. since i worked till close today, i took the ferry back with the rest of...
first day at work was a success! i trimmed chicken and took the meat out of like 40 to 50 lobsters. i’ve never even eaten a lobster let alone prepared that many. my hands are all kinds of chopped up. i learned that as the season continues i’ll be doing mostly prep for events, so that’s pretty cool i think.
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bestcostumefortoday: jollygoodchap replied to your photo: Project three. Im smeyesing under this eyepatch it needs glitter Thats kind of what Im thinking good good. every respectable gay super villain should have a bedazzled eyepatch. whatever happened to your other one?
my favorite thing to draw is sad girls
oh, wait, i got a job today
time to sit in the bath and read the hunger games.
oh boy a wonderful head cold from traveling. all i want to do is bake but not only does that require materials i do not have but baking when you can’t smell isn’t even fun boo :c
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so i have about 18 dresses hanging in my closet now. the most of them are black, white, gray or blue. stylin’.
so the newest version of the netflix plugin is no longer supported on google chrome for macs. bullshit.
[[MORE]]today my stomach is in knots for no real reason but the idea of leaving my apartment makes me want to cry this is bad